Sad. Empty. Depressed. Dunno what to do. And can't concentrate very well. And it's all manifesting itself in my dreams... a strange mix of nightmares and pleasant ones. Dead hamsters, too many hamsters, and one really creepy one which shocked me in my sleep but i can't exactly remember now, and the last one, a lovely one where he came, and i was watching tv, wrapped up in a towel on a pleasant afternoon, and he kissed my ears and hugged me, and i felt safe, with his love surrounding me.

God, please help me to concentrate just for this last stretch, and in dec, the madness can begin again. Please God, have mercy.
- posted by gail @ 1:19 AM