I wonder if i'm an emotional cripple. On one hand i can be shrewd, streetsmart, cunning and opportunistic. On other other hand, i just seem so needy, a girl who wants to be loved and needs to be coddled and kissed and taken care of. Howhowhow? Will i be a girl forever? Does it matter or not if i'm a girl forever? Or should i strive to be a lady like my sister or a niu qiang ren like my darling friends? Why does it seem like i'm so immature compared to the rest of them. But it is this immaturity and vulnerability that makes me attractive and makes me me.
- posted by gail @ 10:21 AM