Depressed again. Shall try not to think of it. In the meantime, i've become what jo calls "very good" at spider solitaire. I'm scared of my parents. They seem to never be happy with me. Dad keeps shouting, and i don't know what i did wrong. And my mum thinks i'm expensive :( feeling hurt and unloved.

Took hammymo to the vet on tuesday. She's better now. Praise God! More active and her eye's better. Thank you Jesus. Praise you Holy Trinity! And she's been very good in taking her medicine--- she stays relatively still and doesn't bite. Heheh. Learning to treasure her more. Must also spend more time w max allen and mrs fat ass.

On wed, i went out w becky in the afternoon and w xn in the evening. It was lovely. I was decked out in a tee and i rolled up the hem of my citizens of humanity jeans to give it a cropped look, and together w shades and a nice vintage looking leather bag, i thought i looked nice :D Had lunch w becky at guthrie house at 6th avenue and then went off to holland v w her. Had a great time! Met my mum after that and still had money in my wallet (praise God for His everlasting mercies!). Then went out w xn for a while to do my eyebrows. After that we walked around a bit and shopped for makeup, before darling came and me and him sent xn to the mrt and went home.

Today, i spent most of the time in bed asleep till darling woke me up. Couldn't sleep after that so i lazed around. My mum took me to this factory outlet at holland v which i pretty much like. We later went to the windmill and i met g-o-d- "i think fair skin girls suck" -w-i-n there. We didn't speak to each other and later, he "vanished". I checked the corridors so there were only 2 places where he could have gone: 1. the sex shop (heheh) 2. the toilet. Then i went out of the windmill and met ben, who sported a new cropped do, and was laughing heartily while talking to this lady (seemed like a former teacher but not sure). Oh yar, at the windmill, i tried on this lovely pair of wedges! Mummy didn't like it though, but heng, the sales girl was nice about us not buying it. Was kinda fretting that mum would complain about the sex shop, and give me a lecture on singapore being "under spiritual attack". But she didn't. Phew.

Went home, called darling at the office and slept. It's pretty cool that he's working. Nice to call him at the office. Feels very grown-upish. Aye... the young and their pinning to "grow up". Darling came home from work and we watched "Anchorman". Haha, it had ben stiller and ron burgundy. Ben stiller had a bit part, but he's always in this sort of seventies-setting sort of movies e.g. dodgeball, starsky and hutch, and the royal tenenbaums. I didn't like some of his shows though, but he's a bit better than adam sandler. He usually pairs up w owen wilson e.g the royal tenenbaums, starsky and hutch, meet the parents and meet the fokers, and zoolander.

Neways, i gtg 1st. Will muse more later.
- posted by gail @ 11:23 AM